britishpuppi | 🩵 This is an important message and I would love if you read it all and understand 🩵 I've been under alot of mental health issues and stress irl so I've been taking a huge step back which everything. I want to apologise for that and apologise for everyone who I owe content in this time. That last few months since moving to a new spot has been seriously chaotic and hectic, my mental health has been fluctuating daily which has been making me want to just take a break which I did. My memory has been getting worse to the point of not even remembering what happened yesterday and I've been diagnosed with dissociating. When I do work off streams, I heavily dissociate and i forget what I've been working and work on something else, which is a repeating cycle. My brain gets heavily distracted, even when reminded and phone reminders. I have projects that are unfinished, customs that ive been pushing back which i feel absolutely terrible for as my mental health has been making me less motivated which isn't an excuse. I am sorry for all this, I'm currently getting better and I'm currently finding ways to snap me out of my dissociation. All I ask for patience and understanding. I am very, and i mean VERY backlogged on VODs, VR content, customs & projects. This isn't an excuse like I've stated, I've being raw and honest about it. I shouldn't of left stuff to months of pushing back but I have which is my fault and I'm super super sorry.. I'm going to do my best to make up to everyone who I've upset and all the content I've been pushing back, I'll be working on fixing myself. I love you all, very much. I am doing my best and trying my hardest. Thank you for listening. **There is alot more happening IRL but i do not wish to go into full detail, I am dealing with it on my own and getting better slowly...* <3 <3 | Fansly