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friends, hello. I wanted to talk to you honestly and explain myself in front of an audience for the umpteenth time. I took the help of a person who counseled me on how I should maintain a wall on fensley, how I should communicate in private messages, how much to sell my work for. I didn't like it all that much, because my audience is an audience that I've built up over the years, that supports me and that I love very much. The constant selling, the sex talk, the constant packets of photos was really wearing me down. First and foremost I love taking art photos, not selfies. I'm not really into explicit sexting and calling little known men affectionate words. I really needed the money. I agreed to it, as a result my audience did not like this approach at all. I argued with the person in charge of promotion, explaining that I was making a quality product for my audience. I build relationships with people, not with numbers, to which I was told that I was just selling my work for nothing and that buyers would be found. But I don't want to lose my audience. I've talked about specifics in selling posts, too. I said that I need people to pay and understand why. I've pointed that out many times. I've lost some of my audience as a result of that. You immediately suspected something wrong, that there was a change and a change. I didn't react in time. I had a lot of challenges and difficulties in addition to that. I'm very sorry about that. I'm sorry about that. I'm not going to listen to any more of the people that I've heard from. I screwed up again. From this day forward, it's gonna be different. Fensley is now purely my blog for me, it will be a place where I will bring up the topics I want to, not raise money for sex toys. I want to discuss issues ranging from political, to psychological. I want to communicate with you as close people. Giving you love and support, not cramming you with paid kits and other clichés. why don't we get reacquainted?

Published: February 27th 2024, 8:13:54 am

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friends, hello. I wanted to talk to you honestly and explain myself in front of an audience for the umpteenth time. I took the help of a person who counseled me on how I should maintain a wall on fensley, how I should communicate in private messages, how much to sell my work for. I didn't like it all that much, because my audience is an audience that I've built up over the years, that supports me and that I love very much. The constant selling, the sex talk, the constant packets of photos was really wearing me down. First and foremost I love taking art photos, not selfies. I'm not really into explicit sexting and calling little known men affectionate words. I really needed the money. I agreed to it, as a result my audience did not like this approach at all. I argued with the person in charge of promotion, explaining that I was making a quality product for my audience. I build relationships with people, not with numbers, to which I was told that I was just selling my work for nothing and that buyers would be found. But I don't want to lose my audience. I've talked about specifics in selling posts, too. I said that I need people to pay and understand why. I've pointed that out many times. I've lost some of my audience as a result of that. You immediately suspected something wrong, that there was a change and a change. I didn't react in time. I had a lot of challenges and difficulties in addition to that. I'm very sorry about that. I'm sorry about that. I'm not going to listen to any more of the people that I've heard from. I screwed up again. From this day forward, it's gonna be different. Fensley is now purely my blog for me, it will be a place where I will bring up the topics I want to, not raise money for sex toys. I want to discuss issues ranging from political, to psychological. I want to communicate with you as close people. Giving you love and support, not cramming you with paid kits and other clichés. why don't we get reacquainted?

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So I got asked why I sell by a follower and I wanted to tell you all why 🙂

It's a little weird to explain and not a nice story but I feel like it's something people need to know.

I started selling as a way to gain control back over my body. As people know I suffer from Chronic depression, have both social anxiety and a general anxiety disorder. I also have PTSD. 

A couple of years ago I started experiencing a lot of sexual harassment from both men and women. Well mostly women.

They'd tell me too kill myself, call me a slut, demand I cover up, tell me I'm vile and disgusting and shouldn't be around children. Why? Because of my chest size. You can tell by my social media posts I don't really try to hide myself away in clothes.

I even had one of my mother's work colleagues who's known me 15 years refuse too serve me because of a tank top, it destroyed me, then the same day I  had a women tell me I deserve too be raped. I just broke.

I couldn't even walk home, I had to call my brother to come basically carry me back. After that I didn't leave my house for a month.

I fell hard and deep into a depressive spiral that caused me to go into a dissociative state where I truly felt I'd lost myself, that my body wasn't mine. That Id lost my mind, that I should just kill myself if people hate me so much. I ended up trying to take my own life.

Then one day I posted on reddit, shared my experiences and found people who consoled me, who'd been through similar things. The positive attention slowly helped me get myself back. It just sort of naturally progressed into selling 

The money helps a lot, I can't work a 9-5 job, due too mental health, or my physical health as the breasts that people love or love to hate have left me with a chronic pain condition. So this is literally the only way I have of providing for myself . (P1)

So I got asked why I sell by a follower and I wanted to tell you all why 🙂 It's a little weird to explain and not a nice story but I feel like it's something people need to know. I started selling as a way to gain control back over my body. As people know I suffer from Chronic depression, have both social anxiety and a general anxiety disorder. I also have PTSD. A couple of years ago I started experiencing a lot of sexual harassment from both men and women. Well mostly women. They'd tell me too kill myself, call me a slut, demand I cover up, tell me I'm vile and disgusting and shouldn't be around children. Why? Because of my chest size. You can tell by my social media posts I don't really try to hide myself away in clothes. I even had one of my mother's work colleagues who's known me 15 years refuse too serve me because of a tank top, it destroyed me, then the same day I had a women tell me I deserve too be raped. I just broke. I couldn't even walk home, I had to call my brother to come basically carry me back. After that I didn't leave my house for a month. I fell hard and deep into a depressive spiral that caused me to go into a dissociative state where I truly felt I'd lost myself, that my body wasn't mine. That Id lost my mind, that I should just kill myself if people hate me so much. I ended up trying to take my own life. Then one day I posted on reddit, shared my experiences and found people who consoled me, who'd been through similar things. The positive attention slowly helped me get myself back. It just sort of naturally progressed into selling The money helps a lot, I can't work a 9-5 job, due too mental health, or my physical health as the breasts that people love or love to hate have left me with a chronic pain condition. So this is literally the only way I have of providing for myself . (P1)