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as the great philosopher aurora once said: "i never had the world, so why change for it?" music has been a major part of my entire world since i can first start gathering memories. ive always used music to collect my thoughts, regulate, make decisions, and grow. i found the artist, aurora, in high school and was completely transformed. from 'running with the wolves' to 'giving into the love' all the way to 'invisible wounds,' her music has been there on my journey towards better understanding myself. yes, the last three years ive been in her top listeners because i listen to her at least once a week, and it's usually for at least an hour at a time hehe. i am obsessed with her sound, the lyrics, and the feeling i get inside while listening to her. i saw her for the first time in concert this past year and she was fantastic! as i grow, i find new lessons and meaning within her lyrics and i just keep loving her music more with every listen. i can seek comfort when i need to move through any emotion im experiencing. it's such a wonderful thing to have her music in my life. ♡ i woke up early this morning and had one of her songs stuck in my head, so i put her music on shuffle and felt the need to share that quote. i think it's so important to be true to yourself and live for yourself. i am a queer, autistic human and although my sexuality, gender, and diagnosis do not define they, they are indeed a major part of myself and i am proud of where i am and who i am. im excited to learn more about myself as time continues ♡❀ #personal #enby #nonbinary #queer #sfw #selfie

Published: April 12th 2025, 9:22:44 am

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as the great philosopher aurora once said: "i never had the world, so why change for it?" music has been a major part of my entire world since i can first start gathering memories. ive always used music to collect my thoughts, regulate, make decisions, and grow. i found the artist, aurora, in high school and was completely transformed. from 'running with the wolves' to 'giving into the love' all the way to 'invisible wounds,' her music has been there on my journey towards better understanding myself. yes, the last three years ive been in her top listeners because i listen to her at least once a week, and it's usually for at least an hour at a time hehe. i am obsessed with her sound, the lyrics, and the feeling i get inside while listening to her. i saw her for the first time in concert this past year and she was fantastic! as i grow, i find new lessons and meaning within her lyrics and i just keep loving her music more with every listen. i can seek comfort when i need to move through any emotion im experiencing. it's such a wonderful thing to have her music in my life. ♡ i woke up early this morning and had one of her songs stuck in my head, so i put her music on shuffle and felt the need to share that quote. i think it's so important to be true to yourself and live for yourself. i am a queer, autistic human and although my sexuality, gender, and diagnosis do not define they, they are indeed a major part of myself and i am proud of where i am and who i am. im excited to learn more about myself as time continues ♡❀ #personal #enby #nonbinary #queer #sfw #selfie

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