Manifestating furniture to my apartment
Send me money to help manifestation work better:)
To be serious, I'm really laying down on a mattress and imagining what furniture I want, where it will be and how it will look like, what emotions I will feel when I buy a couch for example and sit on it. I've been dreaming about furniture since I got here, almost 2 years ago. Thanks to my friend's friend I have a mattress and 2 tables with a chair. Without him there would be 2 closets and that's it:)
My biggest life problem for now - money. I wanna be so fucking rich. I'm tired of poverty. That was my whole life until I started Onlyfans, and it is my life now, 'coz I don' make that much anymore. The hardest part is that I literally have "poor brain". Like I'm used to it and the most comfortable way for me is just to not spend any money until it's absolutely necessary. That's so fucking annoying:) I wanna be a woman who spends as much money as she wants on herself. That was a mystery for me for quite some time, like why I'm so miserable and not having as much money as I want. Well, girl, you spend almost nothing on yourself, and you expect to earn more? You get what you give. This concept I learned and accepted only recently. I didn't figured it all out yet, but I have a good starting point: stop treating myself like a person who has no needs, but instead think and act like a woman I want to be.
I'll be finishing here, I wanted to share this with you so much. All those thoughts were tearing me apart, writing it here helps me a lot. And it's always nice to share my stuff with you👉👈Thank you for reading me❤️
Published: December 5th 2023, 5:45:48 pm
Manifestating furniture to my apartment
Send me money to help manifestation work better:)
To be serious, I'm really laying down on a mattress and imagining what furniture I want, where it will be and how it will look like, what emotions I will feel when I buy a couch for example and sit on it. I've been dreaming about furniture since I got here, almost 2 years ago. Thanks to my friend's friend I have a mattress and 2 tables with a chair. Without him there would be 2 closets and that's it:)
My biggest life problem for now - money. I wanna be so fucking rich. I'm tired of poverty. That was my whole life until I started Onlyfans, and it is my life now, 'coz I don' make that much anymore. The hardest part is that I literally have "poor brain". Like I'm used to it and the most comfortable way for me is just to not spend any money until it's absolutely necessary. That's so fucking annoying:) I wanna be a woman who spends as much money as she wants on herself. That was a mystery for me for quite some time, like why I'm so miserable and not having as much money as I want. Well, girl, you spend almost nothing on yourself, and you expect to earn more? You get what you give. This concept I learned and accepted only recently. I didn't figured it all out yet, but I have a good starting point: stop treating myself like a person who has no needs, but instead think and act like a woman I want to be.
I'll be finishing here, I wanted to share this with you so much. All those thoughts were tearing me apart, writing it here helps me a lot. And it's always nice to share my stuff with you👉👈Thank you for reading me❤️