zoebytheriver

Hi everyone 💜 I'm sorry that I've been away for so long; I think we all know how overwhelming things can get sometimes. Working 24/7 just caught up to me for a while and I was so drained. That being said, I left one of my jobs and have been catching up on sleep & self care to get back into doing the things I love! (Like being naked on the internet) I'll be posting some more content later today but for now have the pic that my camera took without me noticing that caught me squeezing my own titties 😆 Thanks so much to those of you who've still been supporting me while I was away, it means more than you can know 💜

hellooo!! as you may have noticed, i've been gone for quite a bit and worried some of you… (╥﹏╥) truthfully, i have not been in a good mental space for some time now and made the decision to take some time away from everything to focus on myself and therapy 🥲 it became hard to keep up with daily responsibilities and that included creating nsfw content sadly.. i have spent the better part of the last year hating my body and having severe body dysmorphia issues and problems with my self confidence T-T it sucked to leave, especially without saying anything and i truly do apologize for just leaving, but i was stuck in a very toxic cycle mentally of seeing other girls on here and social media and comparing my body to theirs and it made it where i hated seeing pictures or videos of myself and it took away my joy of creating content when i used to love it so much and loved to show off my body 🥺 being away from social media for a while helped heal my relationship with my confidence and my body and i've been itching to get back to making sexy content again and sharing my body with those of you who (i hope 😅) love my body as well and enjoy seeing it in all its natural glory! 🤗 also! i recently adopted a sweet little black kitten to help out my mental health by taking care of someone else and feeling a little less lonely and now she is my everything :D ❤️ she's a baby kitten and sadly she's been sick all week, so if i don’t respond quickly to messages in the meantime (I'm quite backed up on those too TwT) it’s probably because i'm either busy with her at the vet or busy nursing her back to health at home :) so please understand i’m trying my best to quickly get back to everyone and back into the groove of things as best as i can all while being a new cat mom to a sick kitten at the same time 😅❤️ if you read this far, thank you so much for your support and i hope to create some amazing new spicy content very soon for you to enjoy!! 🤗💕 i’ll also be sharing something pretty nice on my page soon as well ;3

hey, i know i’ve been quiet here for a while, and maybe you wondered where i went. the truth is, i’ve been going through something really personal. i finally did it - breast augmentation and a little eyelid surgery. something i’ve been dreaming about for a long time. for years, i had little things i didn’t love about my body. i learned to hide them, to work around them, but they were always there.. insecurities that followed me everywhere. doing this was my way of letting them go. and now that they’re gone… i feel different.. more.. like.. confident in my skin. the first two weeks of recovery were tough. my body was hurting, i felt tired all the time, couldn’t move the way i’m used to barely held the phone. it was frustrating and emotional. but i gave myself time. rest. patience. and little by little, i started feeling like myself again. now i’m slowly coming back. rehab takes at least a month, so i’m still healing. not filming full nude customs yet, not moving as freely - but i miss it so much. i miss teasing, playing, connecting with you through the screen. can’t wait to come back fully ^^ and yes… i know you’re curious about the boobs. i am too. they’re still settling, changing every day. i’ll show them when they feel truly mine. and when that moment comes it’ll be worth the wait ^^ also, i’ll be streaming soon. and that makes me smile every time i think about it. because the only reason i can do it is you. the computer i’ll be using it’s here because you helped me make it happen. thank you. truly <3 stay tuned.. see you very soon ♡ ★彡 #tall #shy #ribs #petite #pale #ahegao #belly #emo #pigtails #skinny 彡★

Hey again everyone, so sorry I’ve been away for so long but ..