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Dear soulmate,I’m sorry I never met you in this life time. 😭..
Published: July 15th 2025, 4:50:31 pm
Dear soulmate,
I’m sorry I never met you in this life time. 😭🥹 I wish I could take you on adventures & cherish every moments together. Support each other through tough & good times. We could have have mini babies if I was healthy but sadly in this lifetime no. I barely date anyone for a while I always wanted someone kind, patient and honest. Who willing to visit me and do things for me. Sadly I don’t think I have that love. ❤️ I admired Asian men like BTS who songs help me through tough times & tell me not to give up on my dreams and I have stories. Stories to not give up on life. Asian spine surgeon value my life more than any corruptive doctors. I always met many people female & male who have crushes on me. I would always feel uncomfortable when female do because I’m not lesbian. It’s say something if both gender are crushing on you then you must have something special. I would feel sad for rejecting male because I don’t have any feeling for them. I did admire their artistic talent or their kindness to me the most. I understand how difficult it’s for male the pressure for good job, house and taking care of family. The lack of finding a good wife due to women wanting money 24/7. Honestly wasted 7 years of my life on someone who was poor, selfish, controlling, nerdy and vile against other who judge on looks but not the heart or personality. Then to forrrces marriage upon me. I seen so many thirsty men who f every thing for easy sex.
Honestly, I wish I did met someone who helped me out of the dark place. Instead it was so much inconsistent hate and ill tactic behavior causing extreme inflammation and short temp to pressure things upon me 24/7. I have you guys you don’t want much from me or bother me as much and understood my situation and root me to survive. Thank you. 😊 It’s was always please stay alive Crystal! Don’t give up and you can do it. It was tough but I don’t regret onlyfans I regret the hateful grudge witch who mock others onto here. It’s okay karma already got to her multiple times. Helping a real 304 who don’t care for other feelings and just want free attention 24/7 because she lost weight. Women who are severe disable and sick are more likely to get abussse just like I have. It wasn’t fun. Plus I learn why women fall into those things, rough upbringing & toxic family can cause more harm. They leave them to dieee just like stray cats who grew up tough not knowing if they survived or get food day by day in harsh condition. It’s sad. That why I always have cat food in my car.
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