Published: August 10th 2025, 4:14:06 am
I miss my white best friend she was really kind and I remember how sweet her grandma is. Her grandma took me to school on the first day of high school & take me home sometimes:
funniest part every year we see each other on the first day of high school. 9th, 10th , 11th & 12th. We have no classes in the last 2 years. We saw each other on graduation day. I admired how I went to her house around 10th for school project & some weekend fun. Their grandparents work so hard for their house & pool and cemented porch and stuff. Their own small business. While I stay there it was peaceful & quiet: She say only grandpa get tough on her brother but that it.
For me living in Asian household it was the opposite always (cussing, yelling, screaming over every little bs things every day). Knocking on my door to just bother me & cuss at me. Being aggressive and annoying for no reason. Especially if I come home from working fast food, she called me greedy bish for bringing home a drink -…- . She never let me eat. When I buy food she takes the credit and eat it all being ungrateful. Him he get angry & try to threaten me 24/7. Just cause he don’t have friends omfg, they both physical hit me throughout the years.. Mostly for no reason or her short temp issues. I hated him the most because he pull my hair a lot randomly and do evil things to me like put gum in it and steal my stuff like she did. They both took my personal item, diary , photos of my friends, school certificates, money. My dad would never hit me. They both do things to me when he wasn’t there. He was the only one working most of the time. Mon-Friday 7:30-5:00. Dreaded summer the most. I didn’t dreaded it when my brother was finally gone to crazy facility.
I don’t know I think I feel safe for the most moment was with my white friend. Her and her grandma bought me hello kitty stuff from hot topic because of my late birthday one year. Very kind. I got her a Gir gift too for hers: safest place was with her family. Everyone have family issues. Then they weren’t really abusive or cuss cuss r physical harm too. They don’t get angry over every little thing. They do have dispute over stuff. I don’t know I guess I always admire their kindness the most, I really never talk much about my abuseee toward them. 🥺 Admired how sweet they paid for my meals, to sleep over, swim at their pool & celebrate her birthday. Respect me as a human being & don’t start bs. 🎁 Always stuck with people who have controlling, crazy mental issues. I get tired of them all. Unnecessary harming, lying, cussing, manipulation and not caring for my medical needs and help. They won’t grow up and do better for themselves. Worst part was being trapped with an evil boy or men and women who can take advantage of me. During my illness and think it okay to harm me. Disrespectful and very selfish. I understand now why they let grandpa die in nursing home or let their sister in law suffered and dieee. Then used up her ssi on themselves but have her evil son make fun of her like he did to me: maybe that was karma for tormenting her until she passed away. How vile and evil people like them are. 😭😭 I admire her family the most in my life. They did have difficult times like her mom having cancer & later on how her grandpa passed away. I always pray that she is okay and content in her life. I remember her and her family the kindness the most and wish they could adopt me.