glitterflower
I do miss my natural black thick hair.. lol 😂 so many people..
Published: August 26th 2025, 4:29:47 am
I do miss my natural black thick hair.. lol 😂 so many people be like you dye your hair too much. Won’t it fall out. It only fell one time when I bleach 3x super fast to white blonde. Sadly I can’t grow my hair long due to inflammation and stress everyone give me. Sometime my hair get clump n brittle. When I try to brush it out it breaks off due to whoever causing me issues. Smh. I prefer lighter hair color. Many people say I look better with lighter hair and it matches my personality more than black.
During that time I was heartbroken 💔 by things. 2014 Toxic family, ex and doing things by myself. I think I realized I was pretty & always have big boobies. I never want sexx or a bf due to trying to find a way to get out of that toxic home. I should have followed beauty school and van life earlier because Walmart was 24/7.
Dreaded nursing school, home life, working fast food for 7.35 then to home care $10.
Honestly I didn’t love me because of the hateful environment I grew up. Always the racist joke, insults and names. It was my grade level or higher always causing issues towards me. The toxic family members until this day, the good thing about karma. God sure be watching 24/7 over me. Younger generations are mostly kind to me. Mother call me ugly. Her 304 sister make fun of my boobies. I was only in middle skool. I never fit in school. Always stood out. Smh 🤦♀️ being sexualize wasn’t fun by adult. Until this day they money hungry and still vile.
I didn’t know I make much impact in other people lives. They say they love me & appreciative of me. They’re upset bad things happen to me. They don’t like my family for treating inhuman behavior towards me. They understand why I do things to do to survive. Always nice to have a strong group of strangers, fans and friends who want you to survive. Plus I learn to love myself because I realized the cousinss and the kiddos get excited to see me every time. They understand how toxic people are toward me and it unfair. They know I don’t deserve all that bs. They get angry over it too. I never purposely harm others for entertainment or greed. I learn in life harming others for your selfishness can definitely come back and haunt you. It not fun to be mean unless you’re standing up against evil ppl.
This time I choose me. I’m tired of it. I just gain weight because of nerve damage. The only difference, you can’t take away my beauty because many people do love me as a person and whole. They take their time to draw me & help me out. 🥹 I need to live to repay everyone kindness and put the money hungry greedy witches in their vile place.