Published: June 30th 2025, 8:18:59 am
Okay I’m finally back in town now. Been traveling alot the past few weeks so I have time
Now to do any sort of requests or customs or wild ideas you have. Or paid dates if you’re in the area or fly me out for a date (don’t worry I wouldn’t actually expect someone to do that) just putting it out there. As embarrassing as it is to admit my savings that I have been living off of for the past severallll years has finally really ran out and I’m in panic mode cuz if I can’t make rent… then… I’m homeless (with 3 cats) So I am willing to do major boundary pushes right now to personal buyers. Only if the price is right tho. Like asking me to suck a real dick on camera and send it to you for 100 dollars is not going to happen lol. I’m not trying to be rude I promise but if I’m going to do something far beyond my boundaries then… this requires actually helping me pay for my rent. Not a 25 dollar post you know. Either way I appreciate the support from 1 dollar to whatever amount the past few years I’ve had this account. It’s really helped me get by with the entertainment industry completely dead since 2020. (5 auditions a week in person, to now 2 auditions a month self taped in my apartment) the way I was able to get by with making very little money the past few years is from commercials I have been in that have made me a large chunks of change here and there when I book something good that runs for awhile where I get residual checks. There is no money in the entertainment industry anymore since 2020 everything is different. But yeah the savings is finally at less than $2000. So I need to get back on my feet immediately. This is not just with this sort of scandalous work but I’m going to start painting again hopefully getting commission animal portraits or any art I make which I havnt done in a little bit and getting more gig work party planning , set design, prop design, personal assistant, delivery, WFH, whatever I can find. Unfortunately due to my neuropathy and balance issues I can’t go back into restaurant work or anything that requires me to have balance and not fall over lol. So if you have suggestions of jobs please comment or message me! Sorry for that unload it’s very shameful to have to admit being broke and the shame it feels to say that outloud. Love you guys you know I always keep everything honest. I appreciate you, everyone of you more than you know!!!! ❤️❤️❤️ here’s a few pics of my paintings and costumes , props I’ve made incase you didn’t know I’m an actual creative and artist at heart.