Published: December 1st 2024, 12:34:48 am
Friends, I’m at a loss for words, but I’ll try my best to express just how much November means to me...
This month has been record-breaking — and it’s not just a number! The generosity is also shaped by the heart filled support and thoughtful feedback. Every single message of love or crack at a joke, trust me it has made all the difference. ❤️🩹
I have struggled to move on, as a big piece of me still believed that my identity, capacity and potential is bound to the person I loved with all my heart, to the life I thought we would build and the hopes that were created along the way.
This month is a profound reminder of something I’ve been learning more and more: our capacity, our potential, and our growth aren’t bound by anyone but ourselves. Don’t get me wrong, I could never have done this without you (haha!) and for that, I am eternally grateful. What I mean is that for a long time not only did I give all of myself away to someone else, but in addition I was surrounded and met by so much doubt, shame and manipulation. Both from the sources closest to heart, and from the outside. I’ve opened up about a lot of it, but the true depth of deceit, hurt and loss I’ve kept to myself. Some things I can’t speak about, not yet. I have two ongoing lawsuits that are finally making progress, and I am keen on sharing more about this part of my journey in the near future, when they have been concluded (disclaimer: legal proceedings are not connected to my ex partner). For now, please know, that standing here at the end of this month, it’s a feeling of liberation, of truly stepping into my power, and realising that I can define my own limits — or choose not to have them at all! ❤️
But what’s even more powerful is that this journey hasn’t been one of perfection or invulnerability. In fact, it’s the opposite. Allowing myself to be vulnerable, to show up as my true self (flaws and all), has been a key part of this entire process. Your support and response, has been shockingly heartwarming. It’s what made this outcome possible. And that’s something I’ll carry with me — forever grateful for this community, for your support, and for the way you’ve held space for me to grow, evolve, and be real.
I couldn’t have done this without you. Your encouragement, your belief in me, and your engagement — it all means the world. This milestone isn’t just mine; it’s ours. You’ve all been a huge part of my journey, and I’m beyond grateful for each of you.
Thank you for being part of this chapter, for being part of this moment of growth, liberation, and vulnerability. I can’t wait to see where we go next, together! ❤️🔥
You are all my greatest source of inspiration.
From the bottom of my heart:
Thank you.