narafeedee
let me be extremely clear about something. i have always bee..
Published: March 7th 2025, 5:07:06 am
let me be extremely clear about something.
i have always been like this. i always knew something was different, that i was destined to live an unconventional life in one way or another; however i didn’t always feel so fondly regarding fat and feedism. i was lucky to have learned what i was fairly early on in my life, but my sexuality was at constant odds with society, as so many of us know and understand.
as we begin our foray into my life and my feedist journey, i want you to keep in mind that i’ve only been this comfortable and this open with things for a little over six years. I didn’t always love and nurture my body the way i do now - and that’s okay! but it should go without saying that much of what you’ll be seeing at times needs that nuance in mind to really appreciate it for what it is. this is a vulnerable project for me as much as it is a privilege and an honor to be able to showcase myself and my efforts. i’m so grateful for the uproarious support and encouragement i’ve had since announcing things, and i’m so fortunate to have the opportunity to share this with you!
without further ado, the first post to mark the start of over a decade of finding myself and getting fatter 💛
April 2013 - February 2014, ages 18/19
235lbs-250lbs
very few photos exist from these years; i’d just gotten my first smartphone and i was still living at home under incredibly strict parents. i was also working 50+ hours a week while going to college full-time. at prom i clocked in around 235lbs; by Valentine’s Day 2014 (the mirror pics) i was hovering near 250 having gained that Freshman Fift. i had a very complicated relationship with my body and gender then, but i was about to move out on my own for the first time and have the time/money/food to express myself (and meet my first real feeder!), so you can imagine how that went… and see for yourself tomorrow (not to spoil the surprise but there may or may not already be belly pics) 😇 same time, same fat-channel!
