narafeedee
July 2016 - August 2016250sas my relationship began to flour..
Published: March 17th 2025, 4:07:24 am
July 2016 - August 2016
250s
as my relationship began to flourish, my mental health really started to decline. i continued imbibing heavily and was suffering the side-effects of my first SSRIs. i was incredibly mean and hateful at this point in my life, i was in a lot of pain and everything was changing so quickly.
i fell ill with an unexpected disease in early August that left me bedridden and unable to use my hands or swallow anything but liquid for a couple weeks; this of course meant i wasn’t able to work, and sadly this shiny nice WFH job was soon to be over.
i was barely recovered by the time i had to drive out of state for my best friends wedding, and was still somehow barely able to squeeze into the dress i’d chosen - even having spent weeks on a liquid diet.
i kinda hovered in the 250s here, nothing to write home about (yet)