Published: April 8th 2025, 4:07:28 am
May 1st - 15th 2020
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i managed to last until the first week of May before i lost my everloving mind š if we are VERY close you know exactly what iām talking about, otherwise please understand that i was in a bit of an extended mental break for⦠okay, a couple years. the pandemic did a number on me.Ā it truly felt like the sky was falling.
this isnāt entirely relevant but it may help you understand some of my fashion choices later in 2020, i was serving looks (the kind of looks you see in psych wards)
anyway, back to the fat.
when i woke up that final morning alone in a hotel in another state, having spent the whole night chatting with a new feeder friend, i was feeling more ready than ever to gain again. i knew my weight had dipped considerably due to the stress of everything, but i was excited to have new people to share this part of myself with.
i stuffed myself that morning on the way home, and couldnāt wait to really settle back into the routine of active gaining. my excitement for this new friend was cut short by an abrupt - and in hindsight very well deserved - ghosting. lucky guy got out right at the last second.
next one wasnāt so lucky šš
lucky for you (and me, yes i do look at my own pics sometimes) this means from here on out, my body is extremely well-documented. to an insane degree, literally.
iām so much more normal about it now, but dear god the rest of 2020 alone is at least 500GB of horny freaky shit. i promise itās been curated and cut down, and iāve hand picked the best of the bunch to share, but when i say thereās 3x more than what you guys will seeā¦.. yeah, insane.
also lucky for you, this marks the very start of my climb towards my highest weight ever (so far! not if this year treats me well) so do with that what you will š without further ado, iāll let the content speak for itself