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February 1st - 14th 2021390sthe big move turned into a big m..
Published: May 6th 2025, 4:07:24 am
February 1st - 14th 2021
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the big move turned into a big mistake very quickly and i found myself once again back where i’d come from before.
my parosmia was no better; i could smell and taste some things again, but everything was rotten. i couldn’t eat, i could hardly drink. i did what i could to keep calories in - fed is best of course - but i couldn’t maintain my weight any longer. i began to shy away from mirrors and stopped taking nearly as many photos and videos. my SAD was rearing its ugly head at the same time and i was content to starve myself into nothing. i stopped feeling like myself and i was scared that it would last forever.
but on the brighter side of things, there will be a very long shower video coming up later today. the audio is fucked but it’s still so hot to watch (imo)