I have not been able to feel happy about anything lately. I ..
Published: August 13th 2021, 5:45:36 pm
I have not been able to feel happy about anything lately.
I am so lonely.
Ever since my first year at college I've had so much anxiety about friendship. And if the last year or so has taught me anything it's that I don't have friends. I am at most, and will always be, an acquaintance.
I have trouble sleeping. My mind is my enemy.
I can't find motivation for anything. There are so many things I want to do but it all feels pointless and I know my existence is lower than scum so why do I even try.