LIFE UPDATE HRT CONTINUES?
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Published: May 2nd 2024, 8:52:33 pm
LIFE UPDATE HRT CONTINUES?
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3 Weeks ago, I was thinking to myself : ''I don't notice any difference on my breasts. is this actually working?'' Oh boy, it deffinatly is working. Last week, my breasts started to hurt. They became very sensitive. Not in a pleasure type of way. But in a really painfull way. (This is normal). Right now they are super sensitive and I actually notice a difference. I have small breasts now for real. They are also harder than before. They feel like real breasts. But today was a big day. The descision to continue with HRT or not depended on my conversation with my doctor. I had some doubts, emotions, that wanted me to quit. I felt/feel guilty. I am aware enough to know that its probably because of the emotions that these feelings are amplified. Also I found some scary medical risks stuff about the Hormones that i'm taking.
I wanted to clear everything out with my doctor and decide based on the conversation what I want to do. Continue, take a lower dose or stop.
The hospital is far away. It's a 1 hour drive, but I have to drive through a very busy area that often as trafic jams that can double or triple the traveling time.
To take no risk, I woke up at 05:30 in the morning. (I slept 4 hours) and drove to the hospital, slept in my car for 2 more hours before my appointment at 08:30 this morning.
Great news. There are no health risks to what i'm taking and I had a very good conversation about my fears and doubts. I am getting my next male hormone blocker injection next wednesday. My feminization continues.
This made me really happy during the day.
I am now very tired of this busy day.
My tits hurt.
But I love touching them.