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HORMONE PROGRESS UPDATE : I am on Hormones for 1 year and 4 ..
Published: June 1st 2025, 10:47:42 am
HORMONE PROGRESS UPDATE : I am on Hormones for 1 year and 4 months now, and I promissed to share all the details of this journey here so thats what I am doing ^_^
My feminization progress to become a fuckable sexy sissy slave is still going good. However, I do want to say that transitioning because of a fetish is an extremely bad idea. I got lucky because even though I live as a full time sissy, I actually feel feminin inside me. It is more than a feeling with my peepee for me.
Transitioning changes your entire life.
Wearing girl clothes is not exciting anymore for me. It is the new normal.
Wearing guy clothes outside now feels like i am crossdressing haha. (I never wear guy clothes anymore by the way).
Being feminin gets as mundane as being masculine.
My libido is high - I think not many trans girls can say that.
I still crave humiliation and having an owner every day.
My confidence is at an all time low.
This is because this is the new me, and while you try to figure yourself out, people sometimes comments things about you and your behaviour, making you doubt yourself a lot.
I am constantly aware of every action I take, i don't want to do wrong to anyone. I pay attention on how I place my feet as I walk, where I hodl my arms if i stand still, that I clean the crumbs of the table, that I don't work too much, that i take accountibility for the things I do.
I don't really feel so good right now.
I doubt myself a lot.
I doubt if my work is even a good thing or not.
I doubt that i'm a good person. Perhaps I am a bad person. I've looked up the defenition of a narcicist, psychopath, sociopath and any other thing.
I get a lot of comments on who I am and what I do.
I cry as I'm writing this. I'm such an emotional wreck.
Perhaps i'm a little bit burned out, i don't know.
I think i'm ugly and I think I will never ever be pretty.
I stand for being yourself, accepting who you are but also what you like. For example being a sissy, there's nothing wrong with that.
But I doubt everything at the moment.
But I won't give up.
I've been trough much worse things, I got this.
Hope you all have a lovely sunday
Hope you like the feminization progress pictures
xxx
