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[My sissy life story] You think you can run from your femin..

Published: July 31st 2023, 5:22:16 pm

[My sissy life story] You think you can run from your feminine destiny? I used to think the same. I had a girlfriend when I was in my early years of sissy porn. I would tell myself that I can have this little kink on the side and plenty of times I tried to leave it completely so I can be a proper man my girlfriend wanted me to be. Well, it didn't work really. Over time I only went deeper, buying dildos, taking slutty pics and posting them online, sucking a cock from Grindr. All while having a gf, my highschool crush I might add lol It wasn't too big of a surprise when she broke up with me. She did it over text, while being in another country on a student exchange program. Of course my sissy beta mind couldn't miss this opportunity and I jerked off to the thought of her cheating on me multiple times. Her breaking up with me was the best thing she could do for both of us. I wouldn't be able to satisfy her and also being alone allowed me to truly focus on what I want from life. Being single and renting a studio apartment on my own was all my feminine side needed to take over. First day in my new flat I ordered a dildo and some slutty clothes. There was no more purges, no more doubts if I perhaps should try to be an alpha male. I was simply doing what my mind wanted me to do for the last 5 years. I started to post more on Reddit. One of my posts blew up and stayed on the top of the biggest subreddit (for people like me) for a few days. That was all the validation I needed. This event made me realize that I could actually become an adult content creator if I tried hard enough. I started to take pictures regularly and posting them daily. My reddit following grew a bit, but the platform itself is very random and it started to frustrate me. I don't remember what was it but something made me try Twitter. I had an old account I used to follow some other adult creators so I used to to post the pictures I've already posted on Reddit. Twitter grew much faster than Reddit and the audience growth actually meant something. I was hooked! I started to take new pictures many times a week and I'd schedule the posts ahead so they'd go live everyday on the same time. In content creation consistency is the most important thing. I took that lesson with me when creating FeminizingBetas fanpage (posted everyday ever since it got created). I knew that this is something I like doing but it still was just my hobby, something I could easily let go and do inconsistently in the future like many other hobbies I have. The true revolutionary moment was realizing that I could make money of off it. Creation of OnlyFans and earning more than my daily computer science job meant that I'd do this for a very long time. The rest of a story is being written now. Doing OC as often as I can, growing my fanpage, trying to come up with useful things for aspiring feminine sluts and educating myself everyday. I'm thinking long term, on how to make this into a proper carreer. OnlyFans isn't something I did for money, hoping to get rich quick so I can go back to 'normal' life. If I couldn't make money from this, I'd still be posting myself online and slowly feminizing myself. That's what my nature as an attention whore requires anyway lol I hope you find some inspiration in my story. What keeps me going the most is knowledge that I'm helping many conflicted people discover who they truly are. I know how much I had to struggle to accept that part of me, but I am the happiest I've ever been right now. And I wish the same thing for you. If you read it this far, feel free to DM me here with any questions. I do offer some paid stuff that can take you feminization journey to the next level but I'm always happy to chat and help out my subscribers here for free!