Published: July 25th 2025, 8:07:51 am
I need to share something really hard with you. Three days ago, my world changed in a way I still can’t fully comprehend. My sweet boy — my cat, Beef Supreme, who was the most important part of my life — was in a tragic accident. He fell from a three-story roof and broke his spine. His spinal cord was severed, and he lost control over his body. After rushing him to the vet and hearing the full extent of his injuries, I was faced with the most heartbreaking decision I’ve ever had to make. I had to let him go.
He was my heart. My comfort. My safe place. I can’t explain the pain I’m in right now — it’s beyond words. It still doesn’t feel real. The silence in my space, the emptiness where he used to be… it’s unbearable. I have never experienced so much deep love from anyone or anything before.
I want to be honest with you, I’m going to be taking some personal time to grieve, to breathe, to somehow find my footing again. I’ll still be around a few days a week — I promise — to chat, to connect, maybe even to escape into something sweet or sexy with you when I can. But I need to take care of my heart right now. It’s in pieces.
Thank you for being patient with me. For understanding. For holding space. I love you for that more than you know.
With all my love,
Blake