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October 2015 - November 2015~270ssome exhausting medical iss..
Published: March 13th 2025, 4:07:04 am
October 2015 - November 2015
~270s
some exhausting medical issues at the end of September cut my gains for the year short and left me nothing to really show for it. i was feeling incredibly discouraged in every aspect of my life, and i let myself fall into heavily imbibing to compensate for my newfound sobriety with the harder stuff (10 years clean this year! 🥳). i spent most of this time deeply isolated, locked away in my bedroom to escape my nightmare roommates, and leaving the house only for work and more bottles when i ran dry. it was a new kind of spiral that would see me rapidly approaching the smallest i’ve ever been in my adult life…