Published: March 14th 2025, 4:07:04 am
December 2015 - January 2016
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this particular December saw me continuing to spiral and desperately wanting my ex back - i think everyone’s been there at least once 😅 i felt like i needed to compete viciously for my exes attention, and that would soon be reflected in my body. while that particular ex never made me feel anything less than beautiful, i knew that their new partner was incredibly lithe and delicate - and my own insecurities led me to believe that my weight was part of the problem. so sadly this post marks the start of my first and thankfully brief - albeit effective - stint with “doing Keto”. the last photo with the rainbow patterned tshirt is the “before” photo i took, so beware - the next couple days at least will contain a shrinking Nara 😔