narafeedee
September 2018290s-300smy husband left me.and IMMEDIATELY i ..
Published: March 25th 2025, 4:07:06 am
September 2018
290s-300s
my husband left me.
and IMMEDIATELY i began taking photos of myself like i never had before. truthfully, the night he came home from work and told me he was leaving me, i didn’t even cry - all the parts of me that i had been hiding, and the sacrifices i made with my sexuality for his comfort were suddenly no longer relevant. he quite literally left and never came back, never slept another night with me in our bed, only came around to pick up some odds and ends and drop off money for bills.
i’ve explained before that a lot of our incompatibility revolved around him not being a feedist; while this is true, towards the end i grew increasingly suspicious of his newly-reacquainted “best friend” from high school - who just so happened to be a gorgeous conventionally attractive blonde that he was openly writing erotica with.
so yeah, i was torn up because of his possible-cheating (he swore it wasn’t but 🤷🏻♀️), trauma, and abandonment issues - but i vowed from the second the door slammed shut behind him, i would NEVER compromise myself or my needs for a relationship again. it was feedism here on out.
this post finally marks the beginning of my Very Serious Active Gaining. we are soon coming up on my 50lbs in 5 weeks - while i do not have a TON of content from that era, there are quite a few never-before-seen photos coming up and i couldn’t be more excited to share them with you! 💛