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December 19th - 31st 2018340s - 350s+ 🎉🐷and they most certai..
Published: March 29th 2025, 4:07:28 am
December 19th - 31st 2018
340s - 350s+ 🎉🐷
and they most certainly did 😮💨
i was waking up every day literally feeling fatter than the day before. my legs were so swollen from my sodium intake and sleeping in a recliner, so i knew a lot of it was going to be water weight, but i hit that 350 by the end of the year and the dial just kept spinning.
i found new stretchmarks every time i looked in the mirror. my skin was struggling with just how quickly it had to expand to accommodate the fat i was filling my body with. i remember how itchy my skin was and how nothing would soothe it, and i was so hopeful this gain would leave no skin unmarked.
the highest number i saw one morning was 362. that alone nearly brought me to my knees. truthfully looking back at these photos and even writing this to share with them… i am so fucking wet 🥵
i’ve said i would never do this again, and i wouldn’t - but god i wish i had a time machine and the ability to set up a live video feed in that apartment. to just imagine watching me absolutely blow up, to the point where I outgrew EVERYTHING and even Torrid’s largest sized tops left nothing to the imagination… yeah.
all of the before and afters except the one with the pink shirt are from this 50lbs in 5 weeks - the pink before photo is from when i was much smaller, if you’ll recall from 2015, weighing in around 270 - so a cool 90ish lb difference 😎